Life is good (5/24/09)
Life is good, once again.  Although it is a bit cold and gray outside this morning with the wind blowing it's solo, there is a warm patch inside my soul.  Doesn't matter the size, it doesn't have to be too big, just a small swatch is enough to spread the warmth.  Some days, as I sit creating my life with vivid pictures in my head, there is a current of electricity that is running through me and I am humming and buzzing along.  I love that feeling!  Other days, I feel a bit flat-lined, very even flowing, needing to check for a pulse because I am not feeling that energy, that aliveness.  I am coming to realize that both these types of days are okay, to appreciate the quiet and the stillness where it seems there is lack of movement.  This is when I replenish, fill the well and give back to myself for those times when I am creating and putting it all out there.  It's not that there isn't a pulse, it is just that the flow is delicate, filling this precious vessel in such a way as not to break it but to strengthen it.

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Christie, I have trouble with the quiet times. I'm just learning to be okay with them, to accept them as part of the whole, the ebb that allows for the flow, as you point out. It's hard to be patient. The older the get the more I am convinced that I have so much to learn.
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I know, there are times when I welcome the quiet and times when I feel I should be doing something, only I don't know what it is, so that, in itself means that I should just relax into the flow, not try to force or push it. Quite a balancing act!
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