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Moods are such interesting things. The first word that comes to mind is how frustrating they can be but that is because lately, my moods haven't been very consistent - they seem to be all over the map. Sometimes I find it hard to write when I am happy because when I am happy, I feel full of light yet when I am feeling some sort of negative emotion, I feel heavy, weighted down with the words that are demanding to be released. Over the past couple of weeks I have experienced periods of time where I was not in a peaceful place, irritated, agitated, all kinds of "tateds". When I took a moment to try and figure out what was going on, I found that I had been running around, tending to business so to speak, making sure my responsibilities, my "shoulds" were taken care of and everyone else's needs were met and when I looked back for a moment, I saw myself standing there, completely neglected. There is a balancing act to be performed and I was completely out of whack. I had neglected my "one hour before bedtime downtime" that I use to read, to write, to do whatever I need to do to feel noticed, not ignored. Once I got this, once I was able to spend some quality one-on-one time with myself, well talk about a mood shift. The scale started to right itself, the world around me got a bit clearer and I was once again able to see my reflection in the stars.
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